A New World. A New Life.

What does it mean to be uploaded? What is it like to live in the Grid? I hope Dr. Harper can help me understand, and more importantly, come to terms. When I made the appointment with Dr. Harper, the receptionist said that I could meet with him as many times that I needed to. He does come very well recommended.

As I am sitting here in Dr. Harper’s waiting room, I feel a bundle of emotions, ranging from anxious to upset to sad. Anxious over the unknown. Upset over the idea of being forced to be uploaded. Sad about leaving the physical world.

My best friend, Susan, was just uploaded last week. She was even more scared over the unknown. We have been chatting every night over a video call. It seems rather pleasant and no different than the physical world. Susan mentioned that she can “eat” anything she wants to without getting sick or gaining weight. I do love chocolate and brownies. To be able to eat an endless supply of brownies without increasing my pants size would be nice.

What is like to touch someone in the Grid? Does it feel like a real touch? Do you still feel good when you give and receive a “hug”?

So many questions.

What about death? Do people die in the Grid? If you get hit by a virtual bus or fall out of a window from a virtual building, do you get hurt?

The receptionist calls my name. She repeats my name a few times. I think I spaced out a bit. I raise my hand and call out, “I’m here!”. I stand up and approach the ominous white door that leads to Dr. Harper’s office. As I walk towards the door, I start out walking slowly, dragging my feet. With positive and negative thoughts swirling in my head, another thought comes to mind. Perhaps virtual life is the same as physical life: full of unknowns, but ready to fill life’s cup full of experiences.

As the door is opened. I walk through the doorway slowly.

“I’m here, Dr. Harper. Can we chat?”